December 2009
Goodbye 2009.
This year began and ended in a very crappy way. I was still in my freshman year when it started. Gawd, January was the worst. I felt so much for Justin Melgar, and I don’t even remember why. I hurt so much when I didn’t get him as mine, and that made the first two months of ‘09 terrible. I got over him though, thank God. He became one of my best friends, and still is to this day....
Dec 31st
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Dec 24th
So today my friend showed me a book full of dicks,
jussj3ss: Kind of weird, but i thought it was hilarious xD  You liked it xD
Dec 24th
Songs That Remind Me Of You.
Goodbye-Miley Cyrus 7 Things-Miley Cyrus When It Was Me-Paula DeAnda P.S. (I’m Still Not Over You)- Rhianna 1,2,3,4-Plain White T’s A Little Too Not Over You-David Archuleta Don’t Forget-Demi Lovato Womanizer-Britney Spears Damn Itunes :|
Dec 23rd
REBLOG IF YOU LOVE GLEE.
jussj3ss: heckyeahawesome: :)
Dec 23rd
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Why do all good things come to an end?
(via jussj3ss) Because life sucks that way. :l
Dec 23rd
Regret
I think I regret everything. I wish I hadn’t. I want to just go back in time and make it all better again. Too late now. FMLFMLFML. :|
Dec 23rd
Dec 21st
I Wish...
I wish that i could be happy for once I wish that for once I could feel and be pretty. I wish I felt loved. I know people care about me…but I don’t feel loved. I wish I could wake up in the morning & be proud of who I am.  I wish that people could understand and accept the flaws in my personality. I’m not a perfect person. I wish you were the friend you used to be. I wish...
Dec 20th
Why me?
Why is it always me? This had to be one of the worst days of my life. My best friend && my ex. How the hell could you do that to me? And not even notice how much it really hurt me. I don’t care if you get together, but the fact that you ditched me for him on OUR day, was so not okay. You hurt me, so much. I don’t even know if I can call you my best friend anymore. You wanted...
Dec 20th
Two Thousand And Nine (:
Stayed single almost the whole year? Almost lol. Were involved in something you’ll never forget? Yes. Tripped over a coffee table? Yes lol. Dyed your hair? Uh, yeah :D red! gonna do it again. Came close to losing your life? Nope(: Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live? Stellar Kart was pretty awesome :] Did you meet any new friends this year? Yes, many :D Did you hate anyone? Yes. Do you...
Dec 18th
Dec 16th
Geeze, I've done alot :P
() smoked a cigarette () smoked a cigar (x) done drugs (x) drank alcohol (x) shoplifted () been fired (x) snuck out of a parent’s house (x) had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back () been arrested (x) had a crush on a teacher () seen someone/something die () been in an abusive relationship (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by () made a snow angel (x) had a tea party ()...
Dec 16th
13181.) I know I am really ugly. My body is not...
jussj3ss: this is how I feel, fasshoo. everything is right about me cept hairy part. (via blogsecret) meh, me too :|
Dec 16th
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Fighting with the Best Friend.
Oh, that’s never fun. We made up eventually, thank gawd. I guess talking really does help work out things. Well, when it comes to Maddie it does.(: I’m happy about that. I hope we don’t fight over stupid shit like that anymore, it sucks. I wish that someone else, -cough-William-cough- would react like that. Shit, I still miss him ;| Fights fights fights. I hate them. :l
Dec 14th
formspring.me
jaelinnammee: I want you. o.o hahahahha. Hi Jaelin, I love you! I just wanted to post cuz, i’ve never seen formspring before lmfao. kbai;D -Cherry<3 Hahaha, i love you too Cherry! (= thannkyou, this made my night! <3 Ask me anything YAY(: haha study time ! D:
Dec 13th
Dec 13th
Party in the SJND. :D
Hahaha, our group song<3 I seriously love each and everyone of my amazing friends. However, I always think…Will it always be like this? We are all so close, yet I seem to be caught in the middle of all the tiny, unknown tension between us all. I wish everyone could get along, and love each other no matter what. I do love everyone of you though. But, I also see myself drifting from so...
Dec 13th
Just made one :D
http://www.formspring.me/Cherbearx3 Ask me stuff(:
Dec 13th
@cherbearx3
careeesuh: CHERRY! =D Carissa :D
Dec 13th
P.S. I'm Still Not Over You.
…shit. It’s been a month of thinking about it. Everyday I talk to you. And I keep missing everything we had. I think I want you back. :l But I don’t know if I can do it. Relationships=Not my thing.
Dec 11th
“Because everyone always wants, what they cannot have.”
– (via jussj3ss)
Dec 9th
Dec 8th
Now that I think about it,
I am actually a VERY unattractive young lady. There are so many people I know that are just so gorgeous and it’s like, how come I can’t be that pretty? I wish I was pretty enough to be a site model, or something. ;|
Dec 8th
I have a really dirty mind,
jussj3ss: cherbearx3: jussj3ss: I seriously do o.o Ohwell, xD  Not as bad as me… xD  bahaha im probably almost the same as you xD Ive gotten worst over this month o.o :O bad girl bad girl lol
Dec 5th
I have a really dirty mind,
jussj3ss: I seriously do o.o Ohwell, xD  Not as bad as me… xD
Dec 5th
I'm sick of people.
Ugh. I don’t know. I’m sick of people always making fun of me. I mean, I know they’re my friends, and they mean it out of love or whatever. But it does hurt sometimes. Alot of times actually. :| I know I’m mean sometimes and joke around, but sometimes some of you do it so much, it pisses me off or just makes me sad. I’m like sick of it… Also, I’m sick of...
Dec 4th
Be happy.
(via justbreathedarling) No. :|
Dec 4th
Real Friends.
I decided today was going to be a day I told people how much they meant to me. I said this to the people that I’m very close with. When I was done I realized, I don’t have too many REAL friends. I mean, there are many people that I know and many people that I consider friends. But the ones that mean the most to me, and I feel completely close with, aren’t that many. And I’m...
Dec 2nd